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10 July 2009 @ 04:24 pm
Journal about Seasons, and some pictures  
I think a lot about my characters and their stories. I often analyze my way of creating them and stuff. But I never really find opportunities to talk about those thoughts though, lol. So I thought I might as well right them down so I can remember, and then I thought as long as I'm writing them down I might as well post just in case someone would like reading it.






What I was thinking about this time was seasons, and I noticed I tend to use very specific seasons in my stories. For instance, in Daichi and Suzu's story (which is actually called "Autumn/Winter") the first half is Daichi's, and it takes place in the autumn, while suzu's half takes place after that in winter. Trish and Jason's story takes place in winter, as does Yui and Sean's. I was wondering why I set those stories in those particular seasons, what implications they have.
Here's what I thought:

Daichi's half of his story takes place in autumn because my feelings on the season of autumn mirror Daichi a lot. I feel like autumn is a temporary state, transitory, very beautiful but short. Daichi feels this way about everything in the beginning of the story. It starts out where his only two friends have just moved away, and he is not confident that they will even remember him. To him, everything good never lasts, but he has made himself okay with this.
That sounds a lot sadder than it actually is. XD; Daichi isn't really sad, he has just chosen passivity.

Suzu's half is in the winter, after he and daichi have already gotten together. My feeling on winter is more romantic, like people keeping eachother warm (emotionally?) and growing closer. Suzu's half is about how he deals with his negative traits, and how being with daichi helps him. His "negative traits" are like a completely different side of him, a cold, aloof, and vindictive personality that is really just as much "himself" as his happy silly side is. Basically if it weren't for Daichi in his life, he would grow into a completely unpleasant person. So this makes him appreciate being around Daichi all the more, because it makes him feel a lot better about himself and everything.
I dunno. I didn't explain it too well, but it seems wintery to me. >m>

Most of my relationship-centered stories take place in Winter, actually. It seems to me like the cold exterior compliments a hotly emotional interior very well. Emotions seem to run higher in winter, to me. That's the case with Trish and Jason. They both, for various reasons, keep these emotions bottled, and they end up "burning" so to say. There's a lot of tension between them.

Yui and Sean's story (I guess it's called Alone Boy) is sort of a different case, but it's also an instance of setting a relationship story in winter. The difference is that the story happens in one room cut off from everything outside. Actually, the story covers a year of time. Sean starts out living alone and going to school, though he often ditches in favor of wandering around in the snow. In this case, the winter is more akin to Sean's isolation of himself from other people and normal life. A year passes while he is with Yui, and when the story ends it is the beginning of winter again.

I've always been fond of using the story's environment as a storytelling mechanism (like using the division between autumn and winter to divide Daichi and Suzu's story) ever since something in the third Harry Potter movie (lolll) where the Whomping Willow is used at various times in the movie to indicate the time of year, because of course the movie spans a whole year. I dunno, I just really liked that. It makes the environment and the events of the story feel a lot more tied-in with eachother.

Anyway, there's my blah blah for the day. :B Now have some doodles.


...
Some matching Jason and Trish drawings ohoho
I could see Trish doing something like recording a happy birthday message and sneaking it onto Jason's ipod or something.



This angle is hard to do when you can't rotate the canvas. XD;



I havne't drawn Kaimei in a while, so I think I forgot how to. Xd;;



And some line things just cause.



Ok that's it. Bye. :>

 



 
 
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Shelby[info]shelbysmiles on July 11th, 2009 01:10 am (UTC)
you're the only other person i know who puts that amount of time and thought into their characters - you really make them in to people. that's one of the reasons i enjoy your art so much.
Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 11th, 2009 01:15 am (UTC)
That's exactly what I strive for. I want them to be more than just eye candy. XD;
(Anonymous) on September 3rd, 2010 04:49 pm (UTC)
seconded (@Shelby, but mostly talking to Elaine)
Seconded. My best friend and I have intricate OC worlds, and it always makes me happy when I see other people being just as awesome. ;w; Elaine, I love your OCs. That totally sounds stalkerish but I'm a character person and I love your characters. xD;; <33;
cazel r.: Awwww[info]lola_kitti_katt on July 11th, 2009 09:55 am (UTC)
AAaaah it's so refreshing to be able to read about someone else's characters. So often do I just skim along through the several art journals I watch here on LJ and I just can't... connect, yennoe? Because it's like "Ooh pretty :D.... kay, next." But I get excited when I see your posts because I feel like I, like... know the people you draw then, since you put the time in to explain the stories they're in, and it just gives your art so much depth--just, hfdjahh REFRESHING, LIKE SODA or something. idk xD

Dude, if I had the time and willpower, I'd try to make posts like this in the future. SO PLEASE, do make more posts like this ♥
Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 11th, 2009 10:03 pm (UTC)
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<:'D I'm so glad people enjoy my self-centered ramblings. I sometimes feel embarassed that I think about my own characters SO much, but I guess it pays off.
Actually... I've been working on tying up profiles of every one of my characters and stories for my own reference, but maybe I could post them here..? >w>
cazel r.: Kamina: EPIC.[info]lola_kitti_katt on July 11th, 2009 11:11 pm (UTC)
I would be very very excited if you did that :D~

And don't worry, I think about my characters a lot, too, so don't be embarassed ^^; It's like... a personal tv drama for your brain, I think. Maybe. idk, it sounded like a good comparison when I thought of it at first xD

But yes, excited, I would be. All of your sketchdumps on da and ljposts like this one make me want to draw more and think about and develop my characters as much as you do yours.
You're kind of amazing, dood, I'm jealous D:
Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 12th, 2009 10:15 am (UTC)
Yeah actually, that's pretty much what it's like. XD When I'm bored or otherwise onoccupied, I always go back to playing out scenes in my head, lol
effychan[info]effychan on July 11th, 2009 05:58 pm (UTC)
Wahh I love learning more about your characters. *A* I like how you've taken something as simple and part-of-life ish as seasons and given them more meaning~

I've always thought of winter the same way; when it's cold people have more of a reason to get close hurhur.
Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 11th, 2009 10:16 pm (UTC)
All my romance stories are completely normal-life settings (except for like... Yui lol), so I have to use whatever is at my disposal to make them interesting. XD;
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Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 12th, 2009 10:13 am (UTC)
I don't think I've actually drawn that crown any place other than Steven's head, except for here. XD;
That one.[info]kitsurubamei on July 13th, 2009 06:50 am (UTC)
You know what I just realized? Everyone's just ended up calling Steven a boy out of habit and we can't correct ourselves. XDD If Steven turns out to be a girl, that would suck for us.
"To him, everything good never lasts, but he has made himself okay with this. That sounds a lot sadder than it actually is. XD; Daichi isn't really sad, he has just chosen passivity."
That kind of sounds like how I think. >__>
That's why I like your characters, though. They're so real. :> I don't know why you're ashamed about thinking about them constantly. That's how amazing things are created. :D
Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 13th, 2009 07:47 am (UTC)
Yeah, upon hindsight it seems like it would have been a good idea to choose a more gender-neutral name lol. But I was just experimenting with character design, so I didn't think the name mattered so much, and Steven was the first thing that popped up XD
There actually aren't many gender-neutral names in out language...

And if you really think like Daichi... then... I hope you find a "suzu" someday. ;o;
That one.[info]kitsurubamei on July 13th, 2009 05:44 pm (UTC)
I know. Even supposedly unisex names seem boyish on Steven. Maybe it's your fault for liking boys so much? Lol I don't know.
But every time I try to guess what Steven's gender is, I get stuck in circles! Like this: "Elaine likes boys the best, so it would make sense for Steven to be a boy. But that's too easy! Maybe she'll make Steven a girl because she wants to mess with out heads, that seems like something she would do. But then THAT seems too easy as well! It's totally obvious that she'd go for the unexpected option just to be unexpected! So maybe she actually IS going to go for the expected option just to freak us out! BUT WAIT-- etc etc."
>___> You're playing mind games on me again.

I would love to have my own Suzu. ;w;
Elaine[info]h0ushshsh on July 14th, 2009 05:43 am (UTC)
It's like a game of rock paper scissors! Like if you both throw rock, then you have to wonder in an instant if the person is going to throw rock again to confuse you, or throw paper just in case you throw rock again, or throw scissors in case you try to foil them if THEY throw rock again.

I am so elaborate ohoho
paintedguro[info]paintedguro on July 25th, 2009 03:19 am (UTC)
i have loves for you
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